(???) in her eyes
oh, rapid cycle thru all the things u've meant 2 me
portraiture in the heart; slowly gently
ball of static in yr presence, oh, unrelenting
feel my heart inside the shard of ice like we're wintering
oh if i could,
if i could return like half of what i've felt i'd be happy
if i could find the words to begin to describe to begin to describe
all coiled round like a spool of wire,
i got stars in my eyes, i got stars in my eyes,
oh so greatful, that i'd share your light for just a moment
ever so lost, ever so scared, so afraid
in her arms like some semblence of saftey
lil oasis, a little vasodilated,
15,000 prayers to unknown entities to
waltz together; divine theatre
to tend the flock of moments between the synapses together
oh i got stars in my eyes, i got stars in my eyes, i got stars in my eyes
dreams of u hunched over 1970s computer consoles, cogs w/ the dials
dreams of watching shitty b movies shot on 1990s consumer grade handheld camcorders
dreams of all the greatest structures, with yr hand in mine
if only i could be frozen this time <3
oh, sweet autumn, i found god in the branches
sweet little divinities, right under the latches
oh, rapid cycle thru all the things you've meant to me
portraiture, of the heart, slowly gently,
oh every feeling on the spine; unrelenting
oh every crack in the film like its surfacing
oh if i could,
give just a sense of what its really like to not
broach all the fears the crystal balls
some sense of faith in beauty restored,
oh all the prayers, all the grace, all the certain calm
thank u for all the ways you've shown its not forever gone
figures in the sand every crypt archway replaced
beautiful purple thistle flowers
oh, all the walls just a little bit wider,
when whenever yr around
oh hold me close, just a little bit tighter
beautiful purple thistle flowers